Tuesday, November 6, 2007

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Today, 5 years who are engaged to my love!
ups and downs, wanting to make an assessment, I can only say that every morning I get up and I feel lucky to have found someone like him.
always helped me when I needed it, even removing something from himself, I've always been close in the worst moments, always knowing how to help the right thing for me.
I hope I can always understand him and be near him as he deserves!

Thursday, November 1, 2007

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Orange cake

Yesterday my sister had the legendary Halloween pajama party and asked me to make her a cake and so my mother for her last day at work (purtroppo!)
So with the ingredients I had at home I have 2 beautiful cakes creamy sauce with orange orange.
I must say that this cake is always very good and you can do a bit with all citrus fruits.

INGREDIENTS:
150 g of butter (but I put 100!)
3 eggs 150 g sugar

150 g Flour

50 g STARCH

grated rind of 2 oranges

1 / 2 cup milk

1 tablespoon baking


FOR THE TOPPING:
juice 2 oranges
juice of 1 lemon
1 knob of butter
2 tablespoons sugar
1 tablespoon of flour

I beat the egg yolks with sugar, melted butter, but cold, then slowly add flour, starch, milk, orange peel, whip the egg whites and baking powder sifted last. Bake at 180 degrees for 25-30 minutes. While it cooks, prepare the cream by putting all the ingredients for the topping in a saucepan and simmer doing. When it thickens a bit is ready! When the cake is cold cut it in half and stuffed with a creamy sauce. If you do not like the creamy sauce is a bit harsh you can add a little more sugar to the cream! E 'very good, I assure you! Here's my dressed for Halloween!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

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A good result ...

As you know by now I'm working on my thesis at the Institute of Industrial Technologies and automation (the name is really cool !)...
last few days I got the first goal, mid-argument.
I was very happy.
Then yesterday I get an email from me that says conftontare my results with the most common ones found online at the beginning .... a complete flop ...
I was well below average, but its very ...
My love and also the engineer who follows me with a lot of patience just to console me, telling me "Come on, do not worry, you have to work and make changes ..."
But there I was really upset .... I am working as I have never done ...
Then I got an hour to mess with Java & Co. and a stupid change I have achieved something more than good ...
I did better than others!
did not seem real to me ... it was really a great satisfaction! I immediately called
Francy, who was happy for me, I even phoned my dad to work ...
Then I called to Rome and even there, those who worked to help you was very happy for me!
:)
A day with a smile ... how exciting!
the end it's nothing that, but for me it was a wonderful day, a success of my own, I had not too long from now!
Thank you all! Now I start to study
stronger and more willing than before ...
Meanwhile in Rome, I have already "ordered" a cake to celebrate! We will see that
combine ...

Thursday, October 18, 2007

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love Christmas!


few days ago was the birthday of my love ...
It could not miss a whole cake for him!
Here it is!


Ilpan of Spain, I must tell you the truth, I bought the oven to race with my oven is never good to me!
Then I soaked in milk and cream filled with delicious chocolate ... this is all the doses for violence ... there is excellent because the TIP!

CREAM CHOCOLATE
500 g. milk, 200 g.
water,
200 g. sugar, 100 g.
flour,
60 or 70 g. cocoa,
100 g. dark chocolate,
a knob of butter.

I put flour, sugar, cocoa, and I mixed in a pot, then I added milk and water and I still have mixed well.
I put on the fire until it thickens. And to make it even more
GNAM I added the chocolate and the butter once lifted from the fire!

Then I covered with a thin layer of cream and I put togo around ... I have to say that truth is not held up very well!



He was happy .... but the important thing is this!
Here we are ...

Monday, October 1, 2007

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Biscuits nutella

I have not yet done so to see my super buy from Lidl ... a fantastic size cookies, the TIP at all.

I made some simple shortbread biscuits with these doses:
2 eggs 100 g butter

300g flour 100g sugar

grated lemon peel
a teaspoon of yeast
nutella filling for

Here is the result ...

They were good ... but not too sweet ....

Sunday, September 30, 2007

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8-Mame ...

Night also invited me to this and I am pleased to tell you something about me ...
Then, we see qusti 8 events ...
  1. When I was 13 my sister was born ... I love it! I spoiled as best you could do and now that is a little bigger if they see the results! ;) Can you unpick everything and I can always say yes. If she cries after a second he's doing well ... I just can not resist!
  2. I did 5 years of teaching high school social psycho because I loved (and love them all now) children ... I wanted to be nurses, but I hate needles and stuff and then I jumped on computer ... I'm doing the thesis to graduate in the specialty of computer science at L'Aquila. Sometimes I'm happy with this choice sometimes not ...
  3. not stand to be alone ... only lasted a short period!
  4. I had my first great love for 18 years ... we've been together 3 years ... he was in Moscow. I wanted him too well, but he turned out to be a person without want to do anything and just love to give ... My mom always told me "you'll see the difference when you find someone who really loves you" ... and it is coming in! He who loves me and I love him ... and we are very happy together! I'm with him for 5 years and hope to marry soon! And 'the man of my life!
  5. I'd like to have a wooden house ... maybe furnished by Ikea, with a beautiful garden and my kids playing. This is my idea of \u200b\u200ba happy family ...
  6. sleep without a pillow since I was in the pram .... I do not know why but I'm just uncomfortable with the pillow!
  7. are anxious and paranoid. I always think that can happen to me horrible things happen to those geese around me. Right now never to take the plane for fear that I have .... I hope so much that I throw trick that period. The night that my brother has returned to look otherwise I can not sleep ...
  8. I love shoes, bags and cups ... At home I have so many cups and I do not know where to insert them. If I could buy a different bag every day, but not too expensive!
Now I hope that I have known a little better ....

Friday, September 28, 2007

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Peace ....

Thursday, September 27, 2007

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Tired, yes, but happy ...

E 'already ... I came back from Rome for a while.
I'm tired, I worked a lot and then I made a 2 hour drive ... but I'm so happy!
I am so happy because I'm finally coming home.
I spent a whole year every day at home and hope to arrive on Saturday to run from the only people who felt (and feel) nearby.
Now everything seems more beautiful ... I'm working on a great project and I feel alive!
I feel good about something, I feel important to myself, I feel that I should not dimostare anything, but just me.
At home things are more serene ... maybe even with my part of the blame was mine too that I was always sad and indisposed to any dialogue ...
I realized that being locked in the house especially when you do not even go out because it does not have a penny and if you leave then you go to buy something ... and you feel you can not get worse ... not good ... My mother
20 years was home to "our" ... now that I'm big I can understand ...
I have not had much time to cook anything ... luckily my mom makes me find everything ready on the table! What a treasure!
Ah! Today my love has made a test .... 27! Bravo darling ..... there leveremo them from the boxes stronzissimi these exams!
I'll write soon for a nice recipe ....
I embrace you tightly ...

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

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Hello!
I have so much to tell and little time .... unfortunately
So the interview went well, I have taken to carry out the thesis in the company.
The company deals with optimization of sitemi and things like that, I will work with them to do my thesis in the hope that things go well.
The subject I like very much to me and the engineer who did the interview knows my prof. University and has already spoken with him that is okay.
I just sent an email and we will meet Friday .... I have a fear of mad ... but I'm also very excited. Fortunately
are not too far from home and even if I have to travel a little I do not mind at all.
I got very lucky and I'm very happy!
soon!

Monday, September 17, 2007

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Between an hour I have a job interview ....
Keep your fingers crossed for me, I'm so scared! A

after I tell you how it went!

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

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the day of return to his already full of mixed emotions and nostalgia do not know exactly where and what was even more special.
The return flight, and 'was deleted, there was just the air. After a grueling wait at the airport, they decided to put us in a hotel. I will not speak of chaos and inefficiency in managing the Indian situation, which by now I'm used to and you do not see anything wrong, on the other hand, we are in India.
What struck me is another matter however, as to think that the cancellation was a sign. They are rational in nature and in a sense be a month in India has made me more rational, so if your flight is canceled, it is because there was a technical problem and nothing else. Cause and effect. No end. But if only for a moment to play the game of signs and meanings, we wanted to find a way at all costs, I could say that made me stay an extra day because there was something I had not seen yet and I had see before leaving.

poverty, degradation, suffering, I had seen widely. But luxury has not.
The hotel where we had put a 5-star super-luxury. Close proximity to airport, or even close to the slums (there are cabins attached to the runway, I read that there were finite even above, and then were blown down ...). In fact you go to get in the middle of streets on the sides of which there are dozens of shacks piled on each other. The hotel is surrounded by a wall and enter through a gate guarded by a dozen armed men.
Inside, the luxury. One of those "lavish riches" of which reads institute for the blind. A huge hall, frighteningly huge, lush with fountains of water, with pianos grand staircases and a princess, onto which the doors of the rooms, ten floors of luxury rooms.
Outside, the usual 35 degrees with 100% humidity, indoors, air-conditioning so strong that not enough for me all the clothes I took to cover me from the cold.
Outside, children who rolls through the mountains of waste, inside businessmen Navigation million dollars or euro from their laptop.
Inside the hotel then there is a huge buffet with every kind of dish, Indian, Western, Chinese, fish, meat, fruits, vegetables, shrimp, soup, salad, curry, sweet. Open 24 hours a day. And people eat out of rubbish.
I go to the top floor better view from above. It 'hard to see below, there are no railings anywhere, you almost do not want to show off. But I find a window to the side and I can watch below. We can see from the outdoor pool in the garden: the people (here in the pool mainly in the West) that takes the sun, which makes diving. Beyond the wall, just leaning against the wall, tin sheds people and dirty, very dirty, with no running water, no water, no toilets and latrines. But how do they do? Let me be clear: I mean how do those who make dives to take the plunge.
crow flies only two or three meters. But they do not see each other: the wall and very green and tropical palm trees separating the two worlds.

me think it is immoral. The word haunts me all day. Immoral.
But then slowly I am reminded that our morality is not 'theirs, that morality is not something universal. Maybe there is not even the concept of morality in India. Immoral for me, I grew up in Christianity and that, while not making it anymore, somehow I fed right and wrong, moral and immoral, do good to others and do harm. So saying "immoral" I'm just judging by my meter with my culture.

But another word (another trial) grant me, justified by the fact that I have suggested them, the Indians. It 's that "inhuman" already had me thinking that I could think of at night along the sidewalks, day in front of people without arms.
E 'inhumane gap. Yes, it's inhumane.
E 'with these words in mind and heart that I leave India, where we are from another plane in the middle of the night.

But every word contains, denying even its opposite. And inside there is inhuman human.
Now, here, at a distance of thousands of kilometers from Mumbai and a few weeks, but this is the word that I have left, that I took with me: human. Why then, from a distance remember the faces, people, looks more human than ever, in their equally desperate condition of the inhabitants of the platform or businessmen. Because inside the inhuman, we are human and maybe it's right there in the end you have to go and look.

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Nightfairy invites me then it is a must!

volentierissimo have to compile my first meme ...

What is your marital status?
fidanzatissima ...

What date is your birthday?
June 18

live in a city or country?
in town, but I'd like the campaign ...

What do you do or have done?
a bit of everything ... programmer, sales person in a center commercial promoter, gave reps, I did computer courses for adults .... now I try to study!

Do you have any allergies?
the grass, a herb can not remember the name .... the fact is that from March to July are always with red eyes and runny nose .... A SHOW!

What is your favorite smell?
the smell of my house ... even though sometimes I'd love to get away from here, my house always makes me safe.

Do you like sweets?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO .... I I live for sweets!

What are your culinary tastes?
I like to try everything .... I have no problems, but I love pizza, ice cream and chocolate!

What kind of music do you like?
play a little bit of everything ... ska, rock, usually light ...

What is your favorite color?
heavenly!

What is your favorite season?
spring, but now even the winter ...

Collections objects?
cups and glasses ... ... my mother would kill me if he could ... do not know where to put them!

Which magazines do you read?
do not read many magazines ... I like to read more of everything on the internet ...

You are subscribed to a magazine?
no

What's your style in clothes?
depends very much but as I run ", but usually jeans and a shirt or sweater!

Practice activity manual?
I just can not ... in fact, decorated with sugar paste is a mess!
I would love to learn how to make roses, but for me it's impossible ...

What is your favorite subject?
I loved teaching ... now I'm on algorithms!

What is your favorite animal?
do not love animals too ... but I like the bear, and the Saint Bernard!

What are your leisure?
cooking, spinning, beautiful walks, shopping (wild if you could!)

As the interior furnishings of your home?
very often I go to Ikea ... I'd like a particular home colorful and welcoming interior with wood ..... MAYBE!

You have a list of gifts online?
no ... can you do?

A more detail?
hopes to marry soon and have a child of my own to make you happy, but first I have to work and before graduating .... I try to smile at life even if recently I can not every day .... Night
thank you wholeheartedly for that thought!


I turn the call Eli ..... come back soon!

Monday, September 10, 2007

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I take care of you ...

good start all week ... This
end I stayed with my brother and my boyfriend in Rome for the Notte Bianca.
We are very lucky that the father of my boyfriend works there and then lived in small apartments where we could sleep!
We started Saturday morning with the bus ... starting with the driver Viggo the more raw I've ever seen. Just ask him climb
"Excuse me, can I put the bag in the luggage rack?" and he says: "If you do not have to put to 'Mo, who I expect you open? You take it over. "Then you will find that the baggage door was closed and he would have opened anyway .... we left ...
Once in Rome we realize that we have a small problem ... we do not have the keys .
What a disaster! We had to find the cleaning lady who kindly took them there ... and we in the sun and waiting for the bags to arrive ...
We left at 8:30 and we were able to come home that were about 12.30 ... sweaty!
We ate at a small diner / bar...che is on the Via Nazionale .... council, decent price. I ate a really good risotto.
Afternoon we went to the Basilica of St. Paul to the V-Day ... there were many people ... We have applied our dear
firmetta I hope will serve as something really ...
For 8 we were back home.
time to eat a little bit and then off to San Lorenzo for Modena City Ramblers ...
We danced a bit with my love ... and around midnight we went by subway to the Capitol to see Battiato.
There was so many people ... the concert we saw from the big screen ...
Battiato sang "care" and my sweet darling whispered in his ear ... "I'll take care of you" ... made me shiver ... but I already know it will be so, because already takes care of me every time.
Then we skipped with "I see you dance like the gypsies of the desert ... "
So it was a great night and we went to bed at 5 am exhausted but very happy ...


And today ... we are already separated again ...... but "see you soon do not worry" ...

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

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Ciambellone Baileys and white chocolate ...

Last night I was at the supermarket with my mother and at one point that she is gripped by ... shelf a bottle of Baileys ... Then
me "In life we \u200b\u200bmust also give us something ...
It was not wrong!
a cuddle every now and we should give to everyone!
We drank a glass after dinner at my house but we were never big drinkers.
So I called my cousin and I got the cook to the recipe of his donut to Bileys ...
Here it is:

INGREDIENTS: 3 eggs

160 g Sugar 250 g Flour

a glass of milk
a glass of Baileys
80 g butter
50 WHITE CHOCOLATE
g 100 g chopped roasted
1 tablespoon baking

I beat the eggs and sugar, then I added the flour slowly.
I then put the melted butter, but cold.
I did heat the milk and the Baileys and once removed from the heat I have put the white chocolate and I melted.
I then joined the parent compound along with the hazelnuts.
Finally I put the yeast.
The dough is very liquid ....
I cooked at 180 degrees for forty minutes.

really liked the cake ... I gave the very idea of \u200b\u200bautumn and the rain yesterday it was fine!


Thank you Roby!

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colonial school in the center once a week is a game. In reality 'is a serious game. The fishing is a note from a box and you read it. Over there 'wrote a problem that one of the boys wrote during the week, his problem, and discuss together how to solve it.
That is, when one has a problem, writes down and puts it in a box. Sooner or later it will be 'caught, read and discussed.
The problem this week and ': I want to go to a certain school, but I do not have the money to join. My parents did not have the money but they do not care if I go to school.
And here the problem and 'always the same: the money. It must be said that the school and 'a serious problem: there is' a proliferation of private schools for the new rich, demanding fees more and more' high. The public school instead, and 'in shambles and the government's investment are directed solely to subsidize private schools. But as children of the slum to pay a private school? Do not even have running water and bathroom.
Luckily for some of them are associations like Akanksha.
But what about those who wrote the note? The boys suggest that they earn a bit 'of money doing odd jobs, going to fetch water for those who need it (in fact, there is no running water') Keep children from other families, go to spending other people. All jobs are decent. But few will have enough money, so 'earned', I ask myself.

Just a day then I understand, or better, makes me realize, and that 'Ramiz, the Muslim girl friend of mine who wrote this note. I suggest you talk explicitly with Anjali, the teacher, but she does not want. He says that is not interested in anything other than serious study, no children or distractions, but they do not want her studies, money spent on studies is no money lost.

I curb my humanitarian spirit and convince me that say "I'll pay, the school ', not' a solution. It 's not even a solution to make it come to study in Italy: how the imagination runs fast ... First
'cause she would not accept, because the second' cause tensions with her family, who even wanted it to be in the program and Akanksha that they would rather spend that money on something else. Besides, she does not want to get away from his family, despite obvious problems with his, and 'very attached to them. And then everyone else? Would not be discriminated against? It 's not the only one with big dreams who wants to be a doctor, an engineer who, who the teacher.

What to do? My solution is not 'better than the one proposed by the boys with the game of cards: they know the situation better than me.

I went home without resolving this and other problems. They are down there 'trying to solve them, day after day, note after note.

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For some months now I wake up with a terrible sense of anxiety that shakes my stomach.
I want to stay in bed until dinner time, get up for dinner and get back down ...

I know that I would lose many things, but the idea of \u200b\u200bopening the book Algorithm 2 makes me want to vomit.
I'm sick of reading and rereading the same things and understand every day that I'll never be ready to take the exam later this month ...
examinations me there are only 3 and I know I can not give up now, but as I would drop everything ...
I do not do not to disappoint my family that encouraged me so much, I do because I know that would be a schiocchezza drop everything after so much effort ...
Then I think that both this degree will not give me too many satisfactions and that if I stop at the three-year degree now I have more experience and I'd be working for 3 years ... And I would
independent ...
Then I think that still are not too large (as they say my!), Which I still have time ... I think there are people who graduated 35 years in hell!
live with the other junk that is harassing me ... I hope I can somehow work it out ...
Now I go ... my dear photocopied and bound book is always here with me ... never leaves me!

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One of the programs Akanksha centers, apart from the lessons of English and mathematics, is the so-called empowerment. That is to teach children to acquire an awareness of their situation and to become independent and responsible. Inside
empowerment there are many things, carried out by social workers to Akanksha, running the various centers in Mumbai. More or less in each center will hold an empowerment session once a week or every 15 days. We talk about hygiene, sex education, drug and alcohol use (widespread problems in the slums), conflict resolution, discrimination (caste, gender, economic), the importance of education, the dignity of all trades honest, but also of wealth and poverty in this new neo-liberal India.
Within this program, an institution for the blind Ragini days ago read a passage that speaks to children in India of contrasts, where extreme poverty and wealth coexist rampant. There are people living on the streets, eat (if they eat) collecting waste and next there are millionaires who live in luxury, give receptions and dinners for thousands of people whose only surpluses would be enough to feed hundreds of people a day, says the song. "Lavish inhuman poverty and riches."
This word is impressed me: ihnuman, inhuman. He'll be back out on my last day in Mumbai, so obvious, overwhelming, unstoppable. There is perhaps a better word to define these inequalities at the edge of cruelty, this lack of humanity.
Humanity on the other hand often read on the faces of the poor, be gentle and not in their rebellion, their eyes full of (too?) Than and compassion. Formerly called her resignation, but now I have a better word: acceptance. Resignation is a Western concept, meaning that it has made us a reason, which has tried to change but not if they have succeeded. It means that you know what is wrong, but it's true and there is nothing to be done. But the Indians do not. There is no question of right or wrong, is not the problem. E 'and so must be accepted.
E 'inhuman squandered the wealth from the richest, absolutely inhuman. But this acceptance of the poorest, I can not seem to accept it.

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

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My pearl ...

I want to start there with a cake that I made for the birthday of my sister Julia.
realize I had fun and I was very happy with the result!
It 's a 6-egg sponge cake filled with whipped cream and cherry syrup. The flavor
was very good .... but we must put a lot of syrup.

The decorations I made by melting chocolate and then tracing the design on the parchment of Diddl.


I have decorated the edges with written on it with chocolate and cream white and pink.
My sister was very happy ....
:)

Thursday, August 30, 2007

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Brahmin inhuman communist cinema


One of the last days spent in Kerala, Prem takes me to visit the greatest living poet in Malayalam. 82 years old and lives near his house.
In his life he wrote long poems in verse, but is not widely known outside of Kerala.
With us is a friend of Prem. At the beginning are a bit 'embarrassed, because I do not know who he is, what he has written what he wrote, what he did and he does not speak English very well, do not always understand.
After a while, 'but the ice melts and begins to talk about his militancy in the days of Gandhi during the struggle for independence, the stories that I like. He says that he left school to join the movement and then, after independence, he played the Communist Party, had a very still strong in Kerala and the government in this state. Is defined as halfway between Gandhi, the spiritual aspect, and the Communists, for the aspects of equality and social justice. A Gandhian communist. I do not see anything strange, indeed is a figure that can only be nice to myself.
What seems strange to me is rather different: it is a Brahmin. Brahmins are born, and here there is little to do. But he is not just born Brahmin, Brahmin continues to behave as: wearing a lanyard, which sanctions the caste, naturally takes a bow at his feet of his friend Prem, which reaches up to touch his feet with his head.
Brahmins have the full privileges of caste, are above all. How can a communist accept the caste wear the symbols, accept the bows that are due by virtue of his position of superiority?
Communism has degenerated in many countries and has often done the opposite of what he said. Those who called themselves communists often abuse their privileges. So there is nothing strange, the whole world is country.
However, there is nothing to be done, despite the strong sympathy that inspires me this old writer, a Brahmin communist I had never heard. And I can not help but think that there is something strange. While their perfettaemnte is normal.

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Cinema is an essential part of Indian life.
One of the most frequently asked questions that make me the kids is what I have seen Indian films. Mean Hindi films, the Bolliwood. It is no coincidence that Mumbai is the capital of Hindi cinema in India.
Akanksha also organizes the outputs to the movies. Rarely, but sometimes a little 'entertainment you need.
The boys make me a list of movies that I see. In practice, I've only seen Monsoon Wedding (not really regarded as Indian export product) and Lagaan (more 'accepted as Indian).
a few movies that I have advised the guys I bought the DVDs in a library, but I have yet to see them.
Then one night in Kerala go to the cinema to see a film in Malayalam (the language of Kerala). In addition to production in Hindi there is' a vast production in all languages \u200b\u200bof the Indian states. But first let's talk about the film: it looks like an abandoned warehouse. We could be home to a large area. Many turn on the ceiling fans. They are almost all men, if there are women with husbands and children are not alone and not among women.
The film is called Surya (sun), the name of the protagonist. We are told that the average this is a film series C. But I expected much worse. I expected ballets and songs to no end. Instead there is 'a pattern also quite complicated (a little' unlikely, but there is), many violent acts in which Surya hits and kills everyone. The ballets are a few also enjoyable. Obviously no kissing or outpourings love. Thanks for the translation of Bindu, Prem's wife, I can also follow enough.

You notice one thing: their standard of beauty, especially for men. The protagonist is a hero type stocky, mustachioed blacks with thick hair, and blacks face is not too late. For us, a monster ... for a fairly large cool ...
And then the values \u200b\u200bof the film: Revenge (forgiveness is not allowed ever) and family (the family is untouchable).

and certainly not 'the best movie I've ever seen, but surely and' experience was also this ...

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

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Abstract: this post is macabre and creepy. I do not recommend reading to people sincerely emotional. I got pictures in my mind that they persecuted all the time, I have not spoken before to emphasize, preferring to speak of the moments of hope. But now it is time to pull them out. Who knows, telling frees ...

These pictures are from the hands.
first image that comes from reading a newspaper article made with the guys in the center of the colonial school. A man without a hand, right, and lying. Instead of holding a bandage approximately bloody bandages. Suffering face but happy. The paper reports the story of this man, a loyal devotee of some goddess (I forget which) on the edge of fanaticism. Indeed, beyond fanaticism: to offer a gift to the goddess has succeeded in cutting off a hand with an ax and give it a sacrifice to the goddess. Supreme act of devotion and set aside, according to him. Act of folly, in our view (and here we are not "western people" as I often use, but "we, children, Akanksha volunteers and teachers who read the article").

Another picture. A man who asks me for alms, the station, while I'm waiting for the train. In one hand he has a shot for the money, the other holds it next to the glass and in practice does not start from the wrist, but by half 'of the arm. I mean 'has a more arms' short, but not 'this and' the hand hanging, 'cause there's no' the bone inside. And it 'full of bubbles. The keep in sight next to the glass of almsgiving: it is asking for her money. Third

image on television one night obsessively repeating the same footage of a complaint against the police. You see a man with his arms raised and one of the two hands completely mangled and bleeding, as if a bomb exploded in his hand. Then the police's shooting at you. It 's a witness and accused the police of brutality, capable of firing at a man and disarming with his hands (the hand) raised. I do not understand what happened because they speak in Hindi, but this image of man with their arms up with one hand destroyed is repeated continuously.

All these hands are missing or torn impress me and haunt me.
And since then I started looking at the hands of the people of Mumbai. We are all well-kept hands, ingioellate, ringed. Some of the designs with henna, some with enamel on the nails. Others are the opposite: missing fingers, hands full of sores, hands that have become the balls with some protuberances like fingers. One child Akanksha has 6 fingers, two inches. There are people instead of a hand that is completely lacking: we see quite often people without an arm, especially older men.

I never thought the good fortune to have two hands. As I write I touch your fingers to the keyboard with one another, we are all, beat the keys fast, safe, healthy. The

Monday, August 27, 2007

Digital Playground's Blog

60 years

August 15 is the anniversary of India's independence.
was August 15, 1947 when it was proclaimed the nation and the British left the Indian subcontinent. So I'm 60 years old, round number. It 'an opportunity to reflect on where it came to India today, what won and what there is to be done. Institute of the Blind, there was a program of preparation for the Independence Day, which started months before my arrival. Each week the children have studied a state in India (a bit 'as we were studying in elementary Italian regions) highlighting the positive aspects. Then
many lessons on the "freedom fight" against the British, against the injustices that the British implement in India. In the end, between the Indian flags waving, the children sing the anthem of India.
not nationalism, at least it seemed. My impression is the opposite. This continued to repeat that we must be proud to be Indian (proud to be Indian) hides in my opinion a sense of inferiority which still lives among the Indians. Prem told me that the first time we had to accommodate in India four years ago, was very nervous for fear of not being up against foreigners, certainly better than him because they are foreign.
And then is repeated too often, "proud to be Indian." One who is so proud not need to remember it every 5 minutes.
But it is right that we face. And it is right this reflection: What have we done in these 60 years? In the newspapers there's a bit 'of everything from "the world's largest democracy" to the atomic bomb, directed by the tribal people to challenge the software industry, lack of potable water to the opening of the Coca Cola factory. In fact in India there is this.
Perhaps they are unaware of all this, the children who sing out of tune anthem of India, with the top of Akanksha (their currency) with the words "Be the change" (the famous words of Gandhi: be the change you wish to see in the world). Or maybe I am much more than me, but do not count knowing and living on the margins of society. And it is they who should devote this day is to them that India should think of the atomic bomb.

Oovoo Not Recognizing My Isight

hierarchies

If the first few days it seemed that the children of Akanksha were the last of the earth, gradually I understood that they are already 'lucky. Surely the fact that they are lucky to have been included in the program of education and that, even if the evening return to the squalor of the slums, the day they are in decent facilities and are followed by people who hold them. They have hope. That 's definitely a testimony that what made the teachers and volunteers Akaknsha work.
But there are other realities'. And there 'a whole hierarchy of despair: even among the poor there' who is who is better and worse. In There are various types of slum shacks, which correspond to a hierarchy of wealth and poverty '. The more 'fortunate have a concrete shack, perhaps with the tin roof, but at least it's' something solid. Then there 'who has the plate in all respects. And there are also various types of sheet metal, most 'new or more' rusty, one-piece or more 'pieces. After the sheet there 'the cloth. Even here, with a hierarchy of sheets: more 'or less impermeable, more' or less off the ground, more 'or less. Beneath the cloth then, there 'who has more' and those who have less, who has the stove for cooking and who's not. There 'are also those who only have roof decks. A man close to my hotel living under a bridge, brought them 'and a couch and' made an outdoor seating area.
And then there 'who sleeps under bridges, but has nothing. Compare these
also Akanksha children are lucky. And "we" then?

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Men's 70's Short Shorts

day and night, men and dogs

Mumbai appearance change from day to night. Just the colonial Mumbai, do not say that of the slum, where at night and 'better not to enter.
There are areas that appear to be quiet during the day, not too poor. But brush up at night, everything changes.
Sidewalks are special. By day there are street vendors, "stalls" that sell all kinds of food, busy people walking fast to catch the train. At night, all these things disappear and sidewalks become the dormitories. Especially those covered, under porches, under elevated roads, under bridges: in times of monsoon and 'better to be covered.
There are hundreds of people lying side by side, sleeping directly on the asphalt, or on a few sheets of newspaper. Some of the rags on which they rest. Mothers hug the children, some toddlers, a few months. Many sleep embraced, yet there is no 'need to warm up, you die by the heat at night. These people then disappear during the day. Many DO NOT OWN nothing more 'than a bundle with four rags inside. Do not even have a sheet metal shack in the slum.
I know that we are people sleeping on the street. But what is striking here, and 'the amount': integer There is a sidewalk, a row of which no end in sight.
some sleep between the parked cars. I have seen huge rats somewhere between the sleepers. And there is' full of dogs. Mangy dogs, skinny, cencioci. Even the dogs lie down and sleep on them like men ', beside them, looking for companionship. It seems that it is so ': they are the dogs lie down like men and not vice versa, in this reverse order of humanity' abandoned.
On the other hand, until recently, the dogs could go into the Hindu temples' and no untouchables.
I saw a boy who was sleeping on the sidewalk that goes from the station to my hotel. Besides a mother embracing a child, two children were sleeping in pairs. A father hugged a kid. He, perhaps having no other, hugging a dog.